Hairy-ness??

Wednesday 11.02.09

While talking to a really good friend of mine, whom i haven't really spoken to in a couple years... who knows why, we've been friends for about 10yrs now *shocked*. And while venting and letting some stuff out thats frustrating me atm and just kinda dumping it all on him (good thing Nateo has broad shoulders or i'd be screwed!!) he made me realise...... the guys i date are all relatively the same. They look the same, sometimes act the same, its like they are made from the same mould.... with only little changes. Strange!!

Now i can't say that i hadn't noticed.... cuz i had! Outta my 3 more serious relationships i'd had (Josh, Raymond & James) they were all fairly the same. Goaties, stocky guys, funny, and had me smitten. And of course throw Nateo in there as well, as he'd fit right on in with those 3 guys and u might as well say i have a "type". Nateo tells me i like hairy guys and God is "grooming my hairy husband" which is funny, cuz i'd like my man to be a little hairy.... not like an ape where i cant see any skin at all :P These guys all like the same kinda music (or at least did at one point or another) n think much the same. So what's going on??

Maybe i just love the look of a masculine stocky man with facial hair that listens to heavy/depressing (i wanna kill myself) kinda music lol A guy thats either into computers or cars. Someone that eventually will break my heart (all with the exception of Nate - i broke his and still feel horrible i did it. Sorry Nate!!). Is there any chance in life that i'll look for someone to spend my life with that doesn't fit into this mould? I dont think i could ever see myself with someone skinny (seriously not my thing, anyone that knows me knows im a chubby chaser :P)...... If where i'm going wrong is choosing these sorts of guys, then maybe i need to find me a skinny guy that might not wanna just play games with me. Guess only time will tell and only God knows what will happen. For now tho, lets hope hes got some hair.... i dont want me no girly man!!



P.S. Thanks for the chat Nate, u've genuinely made me laugh and its been a while since i have, things have gotta me looking up. U've always been my best friend, ur awesome!! *hugs*