Acceptance

Tuesday 03.02.09

I think i'm coming to the point where i'm accepting that things have actually ended with James. I know that no matter how much i cry or bed, we're not going to get back together. Only a miracle will make that happen. I'm trying to think of all the positives that can come of this - a new move, starting uni, fresh start in a new town, etc. It's hard not to want to shake James silly and ask him what the heck he's thinking! Why this all of a sudden? It seemed so out of the blue - but it wasn't, was it? I'll always love him even if he'll never be able to reciprocate those feelings. One day the pain will fade won't it? I really hope so! =s